New Year's is probably my favorite holiday. I know that most people don't like New Year's nearly as much as, say, Christmas or Thanksgiving, but there's something about New Year's. I guess I'm very big on dates - the marking of the passage of time always makes me think. I'm very big on celebrating our anniversary on the day, that sort of thing. So New Year's is pretty big for me.
It's been a rather important year for me. I moved in with Bren, a very big step, and started adjusting to having a normal (non-distance) relationship; I went to Taiwan and Japan, and the many events and sights seen profoundly affected me, drew me closer to friends; I got a new, cosy, pretty impressive job, with a great boss and atmosphere; and I finally started becoming a composer, placing in 2 competitions and starting
Song-a-Week. And of course, there was also Mom's surgery - she's doing
very well and prefers not to jinx things by talking about it. :)
This year has been a real emotional rollercoaster, but in the end it was probably the best year I ever had. A whole mess of issues came up from seemingly happy events, but that forced me to really
think, and I'm much better off for it. I've been through a whole bunch this year, and I'm very happy for that.
Some favorites:
Bioshock; Mass Effect; Puzzle Quest; Super Paper Mario; Super Mario Galaxy; Portal; Sweeney Todd; Stardust; Enchanted; the new P.J. Harvey and Explosions in the Sky Albums; the "Casino Royale" RiffTrax; "Wild Women of Wongo" MST;
The Passion of Artemisia;
The Handmaid's Tale;
The Blind Assassin; "The Office"; "Avatar: The Last Airbender"; "Futurama: Bender's Big Score"; the Giants-Pats game yesterday.
Favorite moments: the picnic Bren made me on our anniversary; seeing EitS at the music festival in Toronto; basically all of the Taiwan/Japan trip (with special nods to Tainan, seeing Dana, and Kyoto); seeing Mom walk for the first time after the surgery and smile; seeing Sam again; countless little moments with Bren.
Two Carl Sagan quotes I'd like to live by this year:
"Somewhere, something incredible is waiting to be known."
and
"Imagination will often carry us to worlds that never were. But without it we go nowhere."
And now, some goals for
2008!
- Keep up Song-a-Week. This is numero uno. If I can keep it up for the majority of the year I'll actually be proud of myself.
- Take time to think. Write in my (pen-and-paper) journal, read, *gasp* meditate.
- Speak without shame. The less I hold back, the happier I am. Which goes in tandem with
- Accept myself - my limitations and flaws, the things I should be proud of.
- Stop worrying about food! I'm in pretty good shape. Calm the F down.
- Let myself feel the ups and downs of life, and be content without sorrow.
and of course - Keep up with all of my wonderful friends and family!
The thing I learned the most this year - by far, the most important thing in life is to connect with those around you, to be kind (but honest) to friends, to hold them close to you. There is nothing like the joy of a loved one actually being by your side, and nothing like the sting of their absence. I love my friends so very much, and hope to see them more in '08.
Happy New Year!Labels: reflection